Maybe I'm really born at the wrong side of the earth..I could get so cruel and rude all the time..More than being mean. But cant you see you are the one pushing me into this pit of darkness I'm in. I hate you cause you always ruin my day. You make me so sick all the time and being near you only means that I wont be able to be comfortable. I don't wanna cry just because of you,in fact I don't give a damned if I lost you because,honestly, I don't consider you as one of my friends. Its not your being so ma-arte because I am more ma-arte than you do!!!! If time only permits I wont stick around with you so that I don't have to pretend that I am nice and that I am a good and considerate friend to you. I don't wanna eat meals with you.!!! your such a perfectionist and you always see the wrong in me!!!! I wanted to scream at your face and pull you down to your knees..!!! You don't know what I'm going through, if you're just the one in my shoes today you would realize how miserable my life is but you don't know,none of you knows what I truly feel, none of you knows that I am not the real Irene that goes with you everyday..And I don't have any intentions whatsoever to let you know what the fucking life I am living....And now you've pushed me to my limits!!!! HOW dare you say that thing to me,,,!!!! I know I could be so clumsy,so scandalous,you cant get my moods all the time,you get irritated by me, and because of all of these you are free to think that I am not in your level as a SPOILED BRAT or as a Richie girl!!!! But early in the morning when I'm trying so hard to shift my mood because I am so hungry and sleepy and you just turn to face me and say that I SHOULD DRINK A CUP OF COFFEE!!!!!!!! To HELL with you bitch!!!!! what am I drunk???!!! Just because I often told all of you that I got drunk most of the time doesn't mean that just because I look so grumpy you can judge me like that....even if you don't actually say what you're trying to mean I exactly know whats running in your rotten head and crabby-tiny brain..!!!!!! Don't you just say that to me...You don't know the reason why I drink and I don't wanna let any of you know!!! I see you as a SHIT!!! FEELER!!! AIRY & BOSSY!!! And I hate you for that!!! I am not your slave you ugly-dirty girl!!!! I know beyond that as if-fragile _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ is a fucking shit slut!!!!!!
WILL you just stay away from me...
and to sum up everything I WANT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
