is it the start?

am I startin' all over again...??


tryin' so hard
to forget
and let go
of that someone
who had never been mine....

I'm starting to live
a world of my own..
seeing my self alone
in the middle of a busy street...

hearing my own
hearts secret wail
of the pain that
it's tryin' to ease...

I'm startin' to blind myself
putting you in the oblivion
I created for myself..

I'm hearing only the
music from my mp3..
tryin' not to hear you laugh...

I'm startin' and still tryin'......