__feelings__

I don't feel well...
I don't know, I'm just too tired to go on with life
I'd had enough worries about my life this last few days and I just don't know how to be happy again....
I just wanted to finish everything that made me so stressed and depressed all this time..
Schoolwork is pressuring me as it had never been.
It's really unbelievable to stay awake so late just to finish a fucking shit project.
But I guess this is really it.
And I just have to bare with it...
...as always....
I hope I can make it through...
I have to love this life I am living
even though it's been so harsh to me...
I have to go on
no matter if I'm alone..
Do I really make sense??
..I hope so...