ouch......super... T_T

I just read his comment

and his question...

his question almost made me cry....

ouchie,,...it really hurts...

I think he likes somebody else

a young girl..

so innocent..

not like me...

my God!!!

I never wanna feel this..

no way..

not again..

not now..

not with him...

I really can't tell it all...

I feel so down..

I wanna

breakdown..

and

cry

and

cry...

until the last drop

of my tears fall

from my eyes!!!!!

I feel so helpless...

so naive...

I wanna go home

and cry myself

to sleep..

I know this will

happen..

but it's too soon

I don't expect this..

I'm such an idiot right now...

wishin' he would fall for me

when it's so impossible...

is this the last time

I'll ever dream of you

to be mine???

I just wanna let go

and stop this foolishness,,...

please,,..

I don't wanna cry

and end up hurtin' myself.....